Rindu hadir lagi.

Dear Maryam,

Rindu datang lagi sayang, ... rindukan senyuman Maryam, suara Maryam, ciuman dari Maryam, gelak tawa Maryam.

Tengahri mama masak Mee Kari dengan Tok. Tapi bila mama duduk kat meja makan, mama nampak gambar Maryam yang tergantung kat dinding. At first i was ok, and then i heard my heart shattered. My heart broke all over again. Ya Allah, how i am missing you so much, sayang.

I love you, and I miss you. More than i can bear.

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As I walk this journey of a bereaved parent, I notice that my whole world changed. My beliefs aren't the same. My priorities aren't the same and my future is changed forever. My whole life has been shattered, and I didn't know where to begin to pick up the pieces or if I even had the will to pick up the pieces.

Everyone around me, even though very attentive to me, continued functioning in their lives. I didn't know where I fit in any more. I was alone, trying to figure out what happened in that split second when they told me Maryam was gone