Dear Maryam,
How are you sayang? What are you up to? I need to tell you something. I just dont know where to start.
Maybe i'll start with an apology.
I am sorry. I am so sorry,
But please understand. I have been so lonely without you. My life is not the same. I have been longing for a baby ever since you left. Abam has his own personality, and he is nothing like you. A new baby is hope for me. Maybe the baby will be a girl, maybe she'll look like you, maybe she'll have your eyes, your hair, your smile.
Maybe. All i need was hope. And now there is hope.
You are going to be a Kakak now. Your adik is growing inside my womb. This does not mean I am replacing you. You are irreplaceable. You hold a very special place in my heart. No one, nobody can take your place. You are my Princess, forever. And i love you, just the way you are. For eternity.
I know adik's soul is still up there, with you maybe. Have you met Adik? Is it a girl, or a boy. Does she look like you? Please tell Allah I want a baby girl, that looks exactly like you. So i can look into her eyes and see you. So i can see your smile in hers. and hear your voice in hers. If that is too much to ask, maybe just a hint of you would be enough.
I love you. So much but not enough.
Insyallah..Saya doakan bb gurl untuk kali ini. AMin..
ReplyDeleteAlfatihah untuk Mariyam
Alhamdulillah... tahniah mamamaryam, sooo happy for you .
ReplyDeletesaya doakan baby ni girl dan persis maryam, insyaallah , datangnya dari acuan yang sama ! take care nurul
.... yeah. curly curly hair like Maryam. Innocent eyes (yg baby selalu buat tu) like Maryam...
ReplyDeleteMaryam, last week, me & Abg Adam saw a lil girl with curly hair. And Abg Adam jerit, "Ibu, that baby mcm baby rambut kerinting tu. Your friend's baby..." Apalah Abg Adam ni kan... Maryam lah. Not baby rambut kerinting..... But itulah trademark Maryam. Jgn mare yer....
Anyway, pls send my miss & luv to Abg Azim. Dia naughty x? Dia buli Maryam x?
-Auntie Shana-
Ya Allah.. Besar sungguh kuasa Allah. Alhamdulillah.. Semoga sinar kebahagiaan bakal menjadi milik kamu sekeluarga. Semoga dijauhkan dari malapetaka dan bala bencana. Semoga semuanya selamat. Semoga dapat apa yang diiginkan.. Insyaallah..
ReplyDeleteCongrats!
insyaallah semuanya akan baik2 shaja..
ReplyDeletebe strong n take care dear..
al-fatihah untuk maryam
Tahniah Mamamaryam!! Bestnya ada baby kecil kat dalam womb tu..surely maryam happy to mama dia juga..hoping mamanurin pun dapat peluang macam mamamaryam juga..amin amin ammin
ReplyDeletetahniah hanis...kak eta harap hanis jaga diri baik2...jaga kesihatan...kiss2 for abam... :)
ReplyDeleteSalam mamamaryam,
ReplyDeleteTahniah. I'm so happy to hear the news. Moga2 dapat baby girl cute macam Maryam. Jaga diri baik2 yer. My maryam sekarang pun tak nak dipanggil adik lagi. Dia insist suruh panggil kakak yam. Kat taska ada baby kecil so teacher panggil dia kakak Yam. Doa for me also yer mamamaryam so that maryam betul2 jadi kakak yam.
Another Mamamaryam.
salam. i've been reading your letters for a while now and has also fallen in love with maryam =) i'm so happy for you now that you're expecting! nobody can replace maryam but God willing, he/she like you said, will have a hint of maryam for sure. cause they're related. take care of your health now!
ReplyDeletetahniah mamamaryam... semoga dipermudahkan Allah utk segalanye.. semoga dengan kehadiran baby ni akan menambahkan lg ceria mamamaryam n sefamily.. amin...
ReplyDeletekak yam..oh kak yam..
ReplyDeletehaha.. dh nak dapat adik yer dia..main elok2 yer.. xmo nanes2 tau.. salu doakan ibu yer...
p/s- jgn lupa kim salam kat Alanna tau.. ckp mummy windu sgt kat dia..:))
salam perkenalan...tahniah buat mamamaryam.moga apa pun jantina bayi yg akan lahir nanti,saya doakan dia sihat & sempurna...membesar dgn limpahan kasih sayang ahli keluarga & dilindungi Allah sepanjang hayatnya....moga mampu membahagiakan ibubapanya...amin.
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